"when the world got too much & you pleaded with me--who helped you immediately ? how speedy of me; how could you deny me so vehemently ? now your body is shakin tryin to free it of me; & your soul is in control trying to lead it from me & your heart no longer pledges allegiance to me. damn im missin the days when you needed the d."


at the moment i feel like doing a lot of things i wouldn't normally would do & i have an emotion that i normally would not be feeling. i feel like crying. i mean have you ever tried to work something out but to no avail. i feel like im giving and no doubt ; i will give any worldly possession ; but its not going anywhere. im tired of this pitiful downfall ; im really annoyed that i can't get what i want out of a person. wouldnt the world just be better if everyone gave love. FREE LOVE.


"i love you"
"ok, im not sure if i feel the same way"
"then just say that you like me a lot"
its funny how love can be revoked.