im gone;

i hate being sent through loops that shit is so annoying and its definitely not my style.that is hurr he is strenght ; sometimes my kindness is taken for granted but hey; whose isn't? i need more than some fresh air right now, i need to get lifted.

but i really like your lips;

what i really want now are snakebites. but i doubt i'll get them. im not afraid of the pain or how it would look but i know my moms would kick my ass from here to timbuktu--deadass. speaking of lips; dont you hate how parents [moms especially] love to give you the third degree about your relationship status. its not like i talk to my mom and be like "hey ma im currently dating____." no; thats definitely not happening. so yesterday i was minding my business engaged in a delightful conversation when out of nowhere my mom goes "boo; have you ever been kissed" so of course i started laughing because WHERE THE HECK DID THIS COME FROM?! and its not like my mom got the message to just quite the beginning of a non-existent conversation because this woman was PERSISTENT. i swear if she was a cop doing an interrogation the person would probably crack after a min. sheesh throwing all these questions at me at once. but the answer to that question is yes i have been kissed but i hate kissing[near death experience noted*] and basically my mom thinks i have no physical attraction to the opposite / same sex which in all actuality is a good enough space between the both of us.
*his lips are the only lips i wouldnt mind on mine; well as of right now <3

reminisce to good ol' days;

SO; i keep asking myself why does everyone want to get older? i mean all youre gonna do is shrivel up & die ... well im pretty sure youre gonna experience this & that--that & this; but still that can wait. right now im still focusing on my saturday mourning cartoons & whats the latest power rangers because you know they update the subname like EVERY month or so[power ranger s.p.d /mystic force FTW !] but im so serious im still living my childhood even though 17; why cant everyone else see that becoming an adult is scary so you might as well live it up now. i bet i'll feel a different way gave or take 2-3 more months when school actually gets heavy; but til then im living slow peterpan style.

& the winner is;

first & foremost im devii--& you will get to know me.